whats up

Look out of window: what you see? I got - rainy ugly dark night and immortal student, which try to prepare some question for exams, yeah this looser is me)) Oh my god! I cant believe thats it's really truth. How was the New Year you want to ask me, it was perfect, only with family, only with people who really care. With all this years, and I think not only me, become understand how it's important <3 On friday will be next exam, after I go home. So you can't find more happiest girl in the world than me at moment *

"black, colour of my heart " - Monarchy

My mood - is on zero. First I became ill and stay at hostel almost for the week, after it I lost a very close person and come back to native town - again missed a lesons in univercity and now I AGAIN start to get sick. What is wrong ?? Im really really tired, all this time I were a blur. I dont know which problem start solving. In 2 days return to study. But its so important to begin do smthg.